I lurked in the fediverse for quite some time now, but I never made a proper #introduction, so - since I wanna become more active here - I thought I should finally do one:
I'm Nikola! (You can call me Niko)
I'm 22, white, bisexual, poly and a cis-woman (I might be bigender, but I'm not really sure yet).
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I have an avoidant personality disorder and also am a maladaptive daydreamer (I'll explain more in a future post). Both make it basically impossible for me to live a normal life, especially having a job - and honestly I don't consider it as really fulfilling either to work just to make profits for someone else, so I became homeless a while ago and now live in the woods.
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I also thought about joining one of the forest occupations in Germany, but I don't know how that would work out since I'm afraid of heights 
Right now I pretty much live in involuntary self-isolation, that means I don't have any friends or any other social contacts. So I hope I can meet some nice people on here to make some connections 
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There's actually a lot more to say about how and why this all happened but I don't think I'm really ready yet to talk about it. I hope I manage to write a blog post on it in the somewhat near future.
I honestly have no real plans how to go on with my life. My biggest dream is to build up a self-sustainable anarchist community together with others, but I have no idea how to achieve that dream, especially with my mental health issues.
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